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I am getting to sense the big contradiction - and I call it “Double Duality”. To fit this into a conceptual format, I have to reformulate adapted bodies in terms of meaning, ideas, memories and images.
When I equate myself with consciousness, I am immediately represented by
the consciousness of four functional types sensation, thought, feeling and intuition. This in
itself means an individuals orientation
and experience in the unknown life.
Ideas, thoughts, and materials are supposed to aspire my senses to their
existence. My thoughts may focus and wander through these select entities and making different
stories. My feelings may or may not agree with my intellectual findings. If my intellect functions well, at most,
it will move towards a greater conceptualization of its perceptions. Therefore becoming free to deal with the
intuitive mystery. It is the main door to theunknown, to the lost images. I would say that Metaphorically this
door opens to Maya - the Game - or even to the ritual of contemplation.
At the foot of this door, I see process as a kind of support and feel the
need to have an area of fluidity for the operation of my elective mind in order to reflect the nature of
different relationships. Through time, I see my works becoming my skin, through which I breathe. It is natural
once in a while to shed my old skin and grow a newer one. I would rather have a colorful shield than to
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